Random thoughts...

I had so much fun at the design team crop last night. Even though I was tired, I do wish that I could've stayed until midnight.

As much fun as it is to get away from it all, and as much as I need to do it once in awhile, my house sure does suffer in my absence.

Bless my hubby for vacuuming the floor and minding the kids, but I think I'm gonna really have to teach him how to empty the garbage can. Especially when it is overflowing onto the the floor and by morning time I have to open AND fill a whole new garbage bag with all the crap on the floor. I think he must've forgotton how to do it. I'm sure that's what happened.

I can't believe that my baby girl is going to be a year old in just a few short weeks. It makes me so sad.

I can't believe that Gavin will be FOUR in July. Where did my baby boy go? One minute he was this tiny, little baby, and now he is this "big boy" preschooler who only likes to blow his momma kisses and not give them on the lips unless momma begs and begs. I hope he knows just how much his momma loves him so.

I really wish that I had more time in the day for all the things I would like to do. Housework, reading, napping, scrapping, playing with the kids, spending alone time with the hubby. My days just all seem to run together and at the end of the day, I feel like I didn't get a chance to do all the fun mommy stuff that I wanted to do.

Maybe I should take one day a week and just spend it doing nothing but being silly and having fun with my family. No housework, nothing. Just sillyness. I think my frame of mind just might like that.

I am still OBSESSED with Twilight. Ahh, Edward. Why can't you be real? Not that I don't love my hubby with a passion, but Edward, you are just so beautiful you make me want to cry. I know, he's a fictional character. But trust me, if you have read the book you would understand the beauty of Edward Cullen.

I rediscoverd today what an awesome guy my hubby really is. After taking Gavin to the playland in Carls Jr. (for the first time), Erin climbed up the play equipment to summon our little tyke down. That was priceless.

I'm tired. It seems like I'm always tired. I guess its understandable when I have a 11 month old who doesn't want to sleep all through the night anymore. At least Erin has started getting up with her, too. It's still tiring though, especially when last night I got up with her at least 2 times and Erin got up 3 times. Someday I will catch up on all my sleep. Not sure when, but someday I will. :)